Friday, September 4, 2015

Caravanserai

Caravanserai. Heard this word in Hitch-22, by Christopher 

Hitchens. Sounded intriguing. Defined as a place of shelter and 

hospitality. Southern hospitality? Yep, I'm from the south. I just 

like how the word conjure's up images of traveling and tents and 

since I'm disabled, this is going to happen pretty much in my mind.

This blog got fuel from my local Independent Living Center's 

counselor asking me,  "What's your definition of independence?"  

What's an independent living center, you may ask? If you have a  

disability, you can find counselors (also with disabilities) to  

get support and ideas about  any problems you may be having. 

For instance, when I was thinking about going for a college degree.


"Injustice in the end produces independence"~Voltaire. Suffice it 

to say I needed to leave a marriage gone bad. After three years, I 

have a two year degree in Human Services as a Generalist. 

Reading and college got me out of a very miry place.  On the way, 

traveled along a spectrum from very religious to being secular. 

suspect it's somewhere on the scale before nihilist, and I don't plan 

on going there.


This will be a blog about my process. My memoir. I'll write about 

my interests like reading. I'll post about living with my disability, 

muscular dystrophy. I read somewhere there are about 200 

varieties. I happen to have FSHD. Faschio-scapular-humeral-

dystrophy. I was diagnosed about 15 yrs ago, have no clue to 

where I got this DNA. It must have skipped 3-4 generations. 

So, now I'm ready to pack up and get the Caravan moving again 'til 

next stop.

Where A New Writer Learns The Way To Go

     I'm a beginning blogger and just found out the 

"save" button is a little mysterious. I'll have to 

read "getting started" stuff.(While editing five years 

later, I still haven't.) didn't have computer or

internet until I was over forty. This amateur blog is 

my process of teaching myself to write.

      I got my love for writing from reading. I finished 

Hitch-22, Christopher Hitchens' memoir. How to do 

him justice? He's a personal hero because that man 

could argue expertly and reasonably. He always 

knew the right history for the debate, (American & 

World) and he despised ignorance that kept political 

and religious leaders in power. He was a foreign 

correspondent and saw totalitarianism in Sarajevo 

and Iraq among other places. He made writing look 

easy. He loved the United States most of all 

countries. He was a lover of true words.

  I've also read Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar 

Nafisi who was an professor of English Literature in 

Iran. She and seven women met in her home 

once week for two years, 1995-1997, to study life 

from fiction. She taught at university over time from 

open culture to extreme religious restricted 

conditions. Women were required to be in full, dark 

head and body covering with only the oval of 

their face and hands showing. Women policing them 

in the street could look through their handbags for 

cosmetics, no lipstick allowed. In the first thirty 

pages or so Ms. Nafisi describes how she came 

to her decision to study and which books, her  

apartment where they met and the women who 

came to the first meeting. 

     At that time, I read online about the Syrian 

refugees desperate to get away from the war that 

was blanketing the region. I saw young children 

washed up dead on a beach in Greece. I just don't 

understand. 

     I write from my dining room table in a trailer  

behind a mom & pop store that belonged to my 

maternal grandparents. I can sit and look out my 

kitchen window and see Live-Oak leaves from an 

ancient tree waving at me. 


    I want to write about about living with a 

disability, facial scapular dystrophy which is a form 

of muscular dystrophy, religion, food, gardening,  

music, art, pets, being a mother of six adult children 

 my past and writing.

(Original blog 2015-2016 edited, updated, 2020)